Cole and Cope, the romance is over

[Texas22]

Hey Cole!

Congrats on finally kicking the shit to the curb! I just kicked the shit 2 days ago, so I am with you. PM me anytime and stay focused and motivated!

Things will and are tough, but our brothers on here keep assuring us that in time, everything will be better than it was! That keeps me going!

Texas22

[Mike from AB]

Welcome Cole, all the best to you as you start down the road! It's tough but will be worth it!

[zam]

Welcome aboard Cole. Let me get a few things said: First, being pissed is good motivation, but what's done is done. You just need to focus on not allowing nic to screw you again today. As pissed at the nic-bitch as you are, take a moment to smile as you flip her the bird. Second, you're gonna have to get used to being an addict... it's what you are. That ain't gonna change. Being a slave to that addiction WILL change.

The good news is that you just took off a very short leash, and you will get more comfortable with your new found freedom every damn day. This is hard stuff, but it DOES come down to you making choices, which means you CAN do this. Read everything you can on this site, and once you know what it means to post roll, head over to the December 2013 group and make yourself accountable.

Congrats on seeing the light.

[Cole]

Hey all, my name is Cole and I've been dipping and chewing about 5 years now. Before that I had been a pack a day smoker for about 15 years. My father was a heavy smoker so I've been kissing the cradle robbing nic bitch since I was a child. It took a lot of trying with different methods over the years but none ever worked except for one. The day when I was finally sick and tired of being sick and tired. After that day I was done with cigarets, but then the nic bitch came back a few years later. This time she came not in a box but a can and pouch.

So here I am, married in January and a baby on the way with all these thoughts in my head. What would happen to my wife and child if my addiction finally killed me. Yet again sick and tired of being sick and tired. Sick of spit bottles, sick of dipping so much my lip is raw, sick of swallowing dip spit in a store, sick of all of it and then some. But most of all I'm sick of knowing that I am an addict. How disgusted I feel with myself when I think about how many years the nic bitch has had a hold of me.

Now as i sit here typing about the first day of the rest of my life, I know how hard it will be but I am resolute that I will not cave in to the nic bitch ever again. I am done with her and my hatred of all she has done to me will never leave my thoughts.
Day 1 here we go!