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[loot]

I think my dog is homosexual. I'm OK with it.

Only cause you are OK being a power bottom. Fag.

PS. Bestiality is against the law.

[Smokeyg]

I think my dog is homosexual. I'm OK with it.

[Ready]

Why the fuck would I, THE Smokeyg, have a dip dream last night? I dreamed that I had been a "light chewer" for about the last year. I just didn't want to weaken other people's quits by admitting it.

I also dreamt that my daughter crawled right out of her crib and I caught her in my baseball glove with a flying leap. She then transformed into a baby chimp.

AhhhhhÂ….Cheesy Bacon Buffalo Chicken Wings last nightÂ….

This is extremely important, it means one of two things.

First and most probable is your are 100% gay. The "light chewer" is a synonym for being gay and you need to come out and admit it. This was reinforced by the dream of your daughter crawling out of her crib (coming out of the closet). The baseball glove metaphorically hides your gayness. Lastly the "transformation" into another species completes the cycle of admitting you are gay.

Second and equally probable was there may have been some mind altering goodness in the cheesy bacon wings that made you feel a little "happy".

Only you really know... :D

Smokey, I had the same thing happen on Day 366. Minus all of the other gay stuff. I had hit the one year mark and then casually took a buddy up on his offer of a ciggy. I knew then more than ever that I am going to be forever reliant on this place. I know we don't like the 'F' word, and we do this 1 day at a time, but I know I can't leave.

Btw, speaking of Grillin'....check out my meal last night using the new Weber: http://i.picasion.com/pic41/c6835a0b138 ... b93d8c.gif

MmmMMmm Gooood!

I always knew you were more of a "catcher" than a pitcher. Sensei might be onto something with the gay thing. Could also be a acid flashback.

or just another subconcious mental adjustment as you make your way down the long road of addiction. Except, being THE SMOKEYG means that your long road of addiction is riddled with flying monkeys (chimp) , Tin men, wizards, and midgets. I still ain't gonna call you Dorthy tho. Just remember Smokes, when times get tough, click your Sparkle Salmon slippers together three times
and say there is no place like KTC.

Did someone say monkeys? :o

[Skoal Monster]

Why the fuck would I, THE Smokeyg, have a dip dream last night? I dreamed that I had been a "light chewer" for about the last year. I just didn't want to weaken other people's quits by admitting it.

I also dreamt that my daughter crawled right out of her crib and I caught her in my baseball glove with a flying leap. She then transformed into a baby chimp.

AhhhhhÂ….Cheesy Bacon Buffalo Chicken Wings last nightÂ….

This is extremely important, it means one of two things.

First and most probable is your are 100% gay. The "light chewer" is a synonym for being gay and you need to come out and admit it. This was reinforced by the dream of your daughter crawling out of her crib (coming out of the closet). The baseball glove metaphorically hides your gayness. Lastly the "transformation" into another species completes the cycle of admitting you are gay.

Second and equally probable was there may have been some mind altering goodness in the cheesy bacon wings that made you feel a little "happy".

Only you really know... :D

Smokey, I had the same thing happen on Day 366. Minus all of the other gay stuff. I had hit the one year mark and then casually took a buddy up on his offer of a ciggy. I knew then more than ever that I am going to be forever reliant on this place. I know we don't like the 'F' word, and we do this 1 day at a time, but I know I can't leave.

Btw, speaking of Grillin'....check out my meal last night using the new Weber: http://i.picasion.com/pic41/c6835a0b138 ... b93d8c.gif

MmmMMmm Gooood!

I always knew you were more of a "catcher" than a pitcher. Sensei might be onto something with the gay thing. Could also be a acid flashback.

or just another subconcious mental adjustment as you make your way down the long road of addiction. Except, being THE SMOKEYG means that your long road of addiction is riddled with flying monkeys (chimp) , Tin men, wizards, and midgets. I still ain't gonna call you Dorthy tho. Just remember Smokes, when times get tough, click your Sparkle Salmon slippers together three times
and say there is no place like KTC.

[Cancrusher]

Why the fuck would I, THE Smokeyg, have a dip dream last night? I dreamed that I had been a "light chewer" for about the last year. I just didn't want to weaken other people's quits by admitting it.

I also dreamt that my daughter crawled right out of her crib and I caught her in my baseball glove with a flying leap. She then transformed into a baby chimp.

AhhhhhÂ….Cheesy Bacon Buffalo Chicken Wings last nightÂ….

This is extremely important, it means one of two things.

First and most probable is your are 100% gay. The "light chewer" is a synonym for being gay and you need to come out and admit it. This was reinforced by the dream of your daughter crawling out of her crib (coming out of the closet). The baseball glove metaphorically hides your gayness. Lastly the "transformation" into another species completes the cycle of admitting you are gay.

Second and equally probable was there may have been some mind altering goodness in the cheesy bacon wings that made you feel a little "happy".

Only you really know... :D

Smokey, I had the same thing happen on Day 366. Minus all of the other gay stuff. I had hit the one year mark and then casually took a buddy up on his offer of a ciggy. I knew then more than ever that I am going to be forever reliant on this place. I know we don't like the 'F' word, and we do this 1 day at a time, but I know I can't leave.

Btw, speaking of Grillin'....check out my meal last night using the new Weber: http://i.picasion.com/pic41/c6835a0b138 ... b93d8c.gif

MmmMMmm Gooood!

[Smokeyg]

Why the fuck would I, THE Smokeyg, have a dip dream last night? I dreamed that I had been a "light chewer" for about the last year. I just didn't want to weaken other people's quits by admitting it.

I also dreamt that my daughter crawled right out of her crib and I caught her in my baseball glove with a flying leap. She then transformed into a baby chimp.

AhhhhhÂ….Cheesy Bacon Buffalo Chicken Wings last nightÂ….

For the same reason I got the little headrush a few weeks ago when I saw something in my desk drawer that was the same color as a pack of Redman GB. It was actually a pack of seeds, but just the glimpse of it in my old stash location made my heart skip a beat and my brain zoned out for a couple seconds. The reason? We are STILL addicts. Still thoroughly pissed me off.

I really need to know how to make those CBBCWs you keep mentioning.

BBQ Pit Boys Courtesy of Magnum 9.

[sensei]

Why the fuck would I, THE Smokeyg, have a dip dream last night? I dreamed that I had been a "light chewer" for about the last year. I just didn't want to weaken other people's quits by admitting it.

I also dreamt that my daughter crawled right out of her crib and I caught her in my baseball glove with a flying leap. She then transformed into a baby chimp.

AhhhhhÂ….Cheesy Bacon Buffalo Chicken Wings last nightÂ….

This is extremely important, it means one of two things.

First and most probable is your are 100% gay. The "light chewer" is a synonym for being gay and you need to come out and admit it. This was reinforced by the dream of your daughter crawling out of her crib (coming out of the closet). The baseball glove metaphorically hides your gayness. Lastly the "transformation" into another species completes the cycle of admitting you are gay.

Second and equally probable was there may have been some mind altering goodness in the cheesy bacon wings that made you feel a little "happy".

Only you really know... :D

[Radman]

Why the fuck would I, THE Smokeyg, have a dip dream last night? I dreamed that I had been a "light chewer" for about the last year. I just didn't want to weaken other people's quits by admitting it.

I also dreamt that my daughter crawled right out of her crib and I caught her in my baseball glove with a flying leap. She then transformed into a baby chimp.

AhhhhhÂ….Cheesy Bacon Buffalo Chicken Wings last nightÂ….

For the same reason I got the little headrush a few weeks ago when I saw something in my desk drawer that was the same color as a pack of Redman GB. It was actually a pack of seeds, but just the glimpse of it in my old stash location made my heart skip a beat and my brain zoned out for a couple seconds. The reason? We are STILL addicts. Still thoroughly pissed me off.

I really need to know how to make those CBBCWs you keep mentioning.

[Smokeyg]

Why the fuck would I, THE Smokeyg, have a dip dream last night? I dreamed that I had been a "light chewer" for about the last year. I just didn't want to weaken other people's quits by admitting it.

I also dreamt that my daughter crawled right out of her crib and I caught her in my baseball glove with a flying leap. She then transformed into a baby chimp.

AhhhhhÂ….Cheesy Bacon Buffalo Chicken Wings last nightÂ….

[Smokeyg]

FUCK YEAH!!!

Oh wait, I forgot about summer school, curriculum development and continuing ed literacy classes.

[bnlelliott]

Thanks for all the messages of support. Just to clarify - I came nowhere near caving. I was feeling really frustrated about work shit and thought about chew for 5 seconds. Step one of my plan: "You're stronger than your addiction". Actually said it out loud. There's about 12 more impossible steps of hell before I actually give up on myself. Step 12 now being call Loot for his permission. Good fucking luck with that. Without this site my plan would be non-existent. That 5 seconds could easily have steamrolled into exiting the freeway at the next "Gas" sign. My tank was full.

Have a realistic plan. Work your plan. Close the door. Caving is never an option.

smokey...thanks for all you do around here...that is all

[PbKid]

Thanks for all the messages of support. Just to clarify - I came nowhere near caving. I was feeling really frustrated about work shit and thought about chew for 5 seconds. Step one of my plan: "You're stronger than your addiction". Actually said it out loud. There's about 12 more impossible steps of hell before I actually give up on myself. Step 12 now being call Loot for his permission. Good fucking luck with that. Without this site my plan would be non-existent. That 5 seconds could easily have steamrolled into exiting the freeway at the next "Gas" sign. My tank was full.

Have a realistic plan. Work your plan. Close the door. Caving is never an option.

Plan revision. I always figured I'd have to call Show for permission to throw in a 3 finger fatty but now I know I'll call Loot cuz that's seriously flawed. I'll still call Show for that wing suit thing.

[Smokeyg]

Thanks for all the messages of support. Just to clarify - I came nowhere near caving. I was feeling really frustrated about work shit and thought about chew for 5 seconds. Step one of my plan: "You're stronger than your addiction". Actually said it out loud. There's about 12 more impossible steps of hell before I actually give up on myself. Step 12 now being call Loot for his permission. Good fucking luck with that. Without this site my plan would be non-existent. That 5 seconds could easily have steamrolled into exiting the freeway at the next "Gas" sign. My tank was full.

Have a realistic plan. Work your plan. Close the door. Caving is never an option.

[sensei]

I had a day like that not too long ago... Press on, fight back, win, then smile.

p.s. NOTHING in life is better with a dip

[Smokeyg]

I just wrote up a long, blowhard message and erased it. Long story short - were it not for this site, I would not be quit today. Thank you to this entire community.

Were it not for you coming to your senses, LOOTs foot would be firmly planted in your ass. And not in a homo way. You must have LOOTs personal permission to cave. Not today friend. Not today. Like it or not, we are sorta like non-gay Siamese twins...joined at the hip and shit. Where one goes, the other has no choice but to follow. LOOT ain't ready to throw in the towel just yet, so you just be a good little twin and follow.

Call if you need to.

The hypothetical tidalwave of shit that would follow my cave is 2% of my motivation for remaining quit. And that's a big fucking 2%.

85% of my motivation stems from within. The rest is fueled by the thousands of success stories here. Every +1 makes me fucking proud.

Read everything. Make connections. Participate. Reflect.