Hang in there brother after you get through the withdrawals it becomes a mind game. In my journey thus far the physical withdrawal was by far the worst part. I was a wreck I couldnt even post roll right. I posted in the JULY HOF class once thinking I was in the right spot. Withdrawal and fog sucked ass hot then freezing aches and cramps... Then Bean posted never forget what you are feeling and embrace the suck...SRANS called me asked me if I was ok....Quit notiifed me I was fucking roll up consistanly... bottom line is all my brothers and sisters helped me through it and from the sounds of it you have a blood brother here. you can do the KC pm me if you need anything. Keep this site close this weekend for sure.
Todd...quit with you today
This is so true. Trauma sent this to me early in my quit. Several guys did. I look back and remember every detail. I kept notes. It is pure hell. Keep fighting, you can and will win this fucking battle. Your an August quitter and you posted roll, moreover your a bad ass. It gets way better. Pm me if you need me. I am quiting with you right now, here, in this very minute.
I just wanted to give a big shout out to. Worktowin. He is a fellow KC poster and really helped me out this evening. I mowed my yard which is a huge trigger point and I started freaking out big time. I have some smokey mountain now. I learned that I will need to use this until I can conquer mowing the yard. Its reteaching yourself to do all these things without chew. Another day down. Onto the next.
Get ready... You'll be amazed (and pissed) at all the things you never had any idea stood as triggers. Everything CAN be a trigger given the circumstances.
Ever folded clothes when the family wasn't home?
Ever read a magazine and seen a Grizzly ad?
Ever considered taking the train instead of the plane?
Ever had one clean pair of boxers and they had a hole in the taint?
Ever watched a show on TV that, while watching, used to include a spitter in front of you?
Ever jacked off to Alyssa Milano while dipping?
My point: Everything is a trigger. Everything!!! It's mowing grass, after drinks, watching football, etc. but it's all the times you THINK about doing the things that made you dip even if you're not doing them. Every minute is a trigger if your freaking mind lets it be.
You are in the company of some fucked up minds that probably allowed crap as remedial as comparing types of mustard to become a trigger. I'm telling you: everything can and will eventually be a trigger. Tell that trigger to fuck off. Sounds pretty simple, doesn't it? It's not.
And if you choose to see me, any other KTC member, or anything we say as a trigger, personify us and tell us to fuck off. We just want you to quit.
