To nobody....and everybody.....
Same old story....quit for xxx days, quit posting, thought I had it.......caved. Can't say how many times I've seen this happen.
Until you put your quit right next to shitting, showering, shaving, eating, sleeping, fucking, working out, going to the doctor, and etc., you're just screwing yourself. All of these things are about taking care of yourself. Isn't that the reason we are all here the first place?
You came here because you wanted to improve your quality of life wether you dipped long enough to give yourself cancer or not. The freedom you experience until that day will be worth every penny, cancer be damned. Bad thing is, you will never find out how great life can be if you cave.
You also came here because you have access to the interweb. I don't know anybody that doesn't log on to the web to check something daily. How much time out of your day would it take to post roll call? 2 minutes? You going to decide to quit brushing your teeth tomorrow? Take the time...do it.
Think you have this all figured out at 150? Good luck, you'll be the first. I figure it takes one full year to get your legs under this quit thing and really find out who you are without a can in your pocket. Think you got it yet? Nope, might take another full year to face all the seasonal triggers again and actually find out that you can live without dipping. Yeah, this sure sounds like along time, get over it. 20 years of stupid doesn't get fixed in a 150 days.
How much time are you willing to sacrifice to live a better life? If you can't spare a couple minutes to give your word, you may not be around long enough to find out.
I'm RT, I've been quit for 1535 days in a row, and I still post roll everyday.
