Day 1, 6 hours 3 minutes NicBitch Free.
Not a wink of sleep. Reading intro's and HOF posts. I can't stop. I relate to everything I read. Brothers in quit. Absolutely.
I have come to understand that this intro is now my History of Quit. I no longer regret or feel embarrassed by my initial posts and intro. That was the nicotine fighting to keep it's final hold on me. Every reply from you all, quit now, theres cybermonday deals on balls, buy a pair and quit, why wait, now is the best time to quit, tomorrow never comes, grab your balls and man up... it just motivated the Quitter you all saw in me. That you all knew could do it. The nicotine bitch got scared. That long ass post before me took me like 3 hours... her final death cry.
Thank you Brothers for saving my Life. Thank you for loosening Nicotine's hold on me and fueling the motivation to rip her out of my heart and life for good. I could not have quit without you. Today, the best damn day I can remember in a long time, I am quit with you.
If you find the next NRT noobie before I do, suggest they read my intro.
I do have one regret. That I didn't post long ago. I have had this website bookmarked on my laptop for probably close to 2 years... I even had my wife read the Spouse Support page. Back then it was nothing more than a manipulative excuse to be an asshole. I said long time lurker, but I got nothing from it. I'd try to quit, stop by, look at a post or two and think, they're doing it. So I can too. Then be back in a can a few hours, or days later. I know now that I could not possibly apply anything I may have thought I learned because everything I read was by people that had already quit for people that had already quit. I don't think I ever bothered to read an introduction...