My new friend Todd and I have been communicating today. He quit the same day that I did. I spent the whole day with my family at the Louisville Zoo. It was great !! Early this morning on my 7th day of being nicotine free, I wandered into the HOF gift shop and started shopping for my 100 day trophy. I saw a beautiful gold coin that was able to have an inscription on the back. I proudly put my quit day, hof day and placed it firmly in my cart ready for check out. Just before I was going to enter my credit card information the nicotine bitch blindsided me with a kick to the scrotum, upper cut to the jaw, a choking headlock that left me paralyzed and a terrible rememberance of why I ever started this awful habit in the first place. Now I understand that I am not out of the woods or even close to it. Quit ON my brothers.......................................
Those are the moments to really relish. Because those are the ones that you invited into your life through your addiction. I'm not the smartest guy on this website by a long shot, but until I quit, I had no idea what I was doing to my body. Low oxygen? Yep, had that. High blood pressure? Yep, had that too.
The fog - the irritability. Moments (like you describe) of almost crippling craves. Had all of that.
Now, stop for just a minute and think about this... You are experiencing all of this because of some shredded plant in a little round plastic can. And you spit out how much money over how many years?
This quit will change your life. Keep pushing ahead. And keep posting the bad times and the good.