Greetings all, I hope this post ends up in the correct place. While I'm not exactly computer illiterate, posting on a website takes me out of my usual Email--Reply--Email ---Reply skill set.
Long time cop.....long time "chewer". Longest quit was when my daughter was born, nine years ago, and I took a whole month of family leave. Minute I got back to work I got into a vehicle pursuit right outta the barn, caught bad guy, lodged in jail, went directly to a Plaid Pantry and bought a can.....called it my "victory chew".
Screwed up and got myself elected Sheriff, and in this first year I noticed a couple of things. My budget went down, my blood pressure went up, and I was chewing a CAN A DAY!
I'm in good shape, work out, have a great life, loving family. What the hell am I doing trying to kill myself?
Then I stumbled onto this site. Spent two very late nights reading through the testimonials. It put voice to the fact that I was an addict much like so many of you (which is ironic since I've spent a career as a "dope cop", arresting crack-heroin-meth junkies). And that I needed support. But in the countryfied world that I live in, if you said you were going to a support group for "chewers" they would effectively pull your man card. But this, this site is something more.
I quit two days ago. Waited this long to post. This quit is killing me......the "fog", after meals, during meetings, driving in my patrol car.....I am using the fake stuff, and it helps, but I'm also lethargic, grumpy, and eating myself out of house and home.
Looking forward to having people to lean on......