Having my first thoughts of caving during this quit........even have some stupid plan that popped in my head about how I was going to sneak out and buy a can after I dropped off my kids.....funny how the mind tries to de-rail your quit.
Nic can be funny that way, about when I hit 20 or 25 days, I "sleep" drove to the Red Barn discount joint in the morning just befor work, like I had done a million times before to buy a can of chew. Did not even think, just listening to ESPN, driving and parking right in front of the store. When I finally realized where I was, I was friggin pissed and drove off to work. No dip purchase that day, just fighting 27 years of addiction and programming.
This shit will sneak up on you and even though I am only at 54 days quit, I have already seen a few land mines and situations where the Nic Bitch can be a tricky MFR and try to trip you up. Stay Vigiliant, get numbers, and stay active on this board.
