Hey everyone thanks for reading,
I want to first start off by saying this sucks and I'm super pissed off because I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee chewing but I know I need to quit. There is nothing better to coping with life than a nice big pinch in between my lip but this has to stop. I've noticed that I have some jaw pain and my anxiety is at an all time high. I feel like I've had a real wakeup call this weekend and eventually my actions will have some negative outcomes if I continue down this path. Over the weekend I also realized that I just flat out can't drink, as a side note, I went 100 days without drinking this year just becasue, broke the spell and then went another 20 before drinking on friday. Needless to say I got super wasted and it was like nothing has changed lol. I know what it takes to be successful and quit drinking for 100 days but I also know that chewing will be another animal, it's crazy how addictive this stuff is. Anyways thanks for listening to my rant/introduction. I'm still trying to figure out this site so if anyone could help me with directions around here that would be great!
As for my plan on how I'm going to quit, it goes like this:
My first minor goal is to make it 2 days without it.
Then 3
Then 4
Then 5
Then 7(there's something about all these days that feel like major milestones lol, except 6, I think 6 is a stupid sounding number compared to 3,4,5,7)
then 10,14,17,21,25,30,50,60,75,85,90,99,100,125
I'll be dealing with cravings by meditating, chewing gum, and using herbal snuff for the first couple of weeks.
One of my motivations to quit is to be able to tell my mom that her son hasn't chewed in a week on Mother's Day(May 8) and every year be able to tell her that I haven't chewed in x years
Lastly, if I fail I'll give my friend $100 (that's a lot to a college kid)
The countdown to 100 begins,
Cheers,
bigmike