First off my name is Jason. I am a born and raised Texan and have been a can a day cope user for the past 22 years. If I was awake and not eating, I had snuff in my mouth.
On Feb 10th of 2012, I attempted my first ever quit. I had never ever tried before because to be honest, I loved my cope. But, in my career, I was always embarrassed by my spitting, or having to quickly search a spit location or whatever.
Anyhow, I had no idea what to expect on my first quit attempt. I quickly found out by around 12 PM. All I could think about was snuff, subconsciously reaching into my pocket for that can (that wasn't even there), the dizziness, fuzzy vision, anxiety, and I would swear my eyes were crossing, for real.
So, by 5 PM on my first day of quit, I caved. I failed big time. Still wanting to quit, I read everything I could on the subject. I scoured these forums, looked for possible medication options. I also regrouped for my second attempt.
So, one week later, Feb 17th, at 7:47 AM, I spit out another load of copenhagen and said I was done. I walked into Wal Mart and loaded up on Smokey Mountain, sunflower seeds, lifesavers and sugar free cough drops. It has now been 72 hours that I have been tobacco and nic free.
It is really strange, after my first failed attempt, what I learned and how I regrouped, this has not been as hard as I assumed it would be. Now, if it weren't for Smoky Mountain, I can't say where I would be right now. That stuff is a lifesaver.
Anyhow, that is my story.