May 1 will be the day I have needed for a long time. It will be the day I finally lay down the can. Just a little background as to the push to quit. I am currently having some marital problems. It is something that I am desperately trying to deal with. But I have realized it is not something I can fully control. I can only bear half the burden. Now I know a lot of you are going to say that this is a terrible time to try to quit, but hear me out. I know that this is something I can fully control and is something only I can do. I need that right now. I need something that fully depends on me. I have been doing the typical "I plan to quit, just not right now". Starting tomorrow, I am going to do it come what may. Anyway thanks for an awesome place to vent and the support I feel just from reading.
Dave