Hey folks,
First timer here and am quitting today. I've been at it for at least 20 years. I don't even remember when I started. It's pathetic, at age 46 and still chewing. I can identify with most everyone here very quickly. The last poster said he'd throw his can out in the ditch when he "quit" and then end up looking for that can later on. Hell, I've had a flashlight looking in the bushes at night trying to find that can!
For me, I have to quit because there is cancer in my family and I'm a fool for letting dip go for this long. I just surpassed the age my dad and grandpa both died. I want to live a long life, so enough is enough. I've lost two teeth to this menace and the rest of them are a disgusting yellow. I'm also tethered to a chew every day of my life. If I go out, it's "how long will I have to go without a chew?" "If I drive this route, I can go to this 7-11, grab a chaw, get to work, take a break, find a place to chew, oops, running out, gotta time it so I don't get caught without any." You get the picture. Let's not even talk about how much money I've wasted on it. Ugh.
I've already been off the stuff for about 12 hours and I'm going nuts already. I feel empty and strange and I it seems like I have all this extra time on my hands (even though I don't). I've removed such a big activity in my life, that it feels so odd. Anyway, I've gone on long enough. I'm not liking this already, but it's gotta be done. Thanks.