BGSU...you must be a damn genius. I knew I needed to quit when I was 19. But I let 21 years go by. You, sir, just made a great choice!!!
You've gotten great advice so far. READ, POST, QUIT...that is all there is to it. Don't worry about tomorrow, next week, next year, etc. We'll deal with them when they get here. You just focus on today...right now...this five minutes. And anyone can get through one day, right? See, you're not "quitting forever"...you're just quitting for today. Cut your quit down to a size you can deal with...just today. Quitting is done one day at a time.
Also, change your mindset...turn the tables on the Nic Bitch. Decide that YOU are going to ENJOY this shit...the worse the better! EMBRACE the suck. It is the feeling of earning your freedom. Cherish it...remember it...welcome it. Mentally tell the Nic Bitch to do her worst. Because you aren't giving in. YOU are QUIT.
Nobody gets free for the asking. You have to earn it. But, you've taken the first step...we've got your back the rest of the way. Click on the Quit Groups...not just your own, but a bunch of them. Look at all of those names...all of those bad ass quitters. And remember, they all were (or are) right where are right now. And they all would stop what they're doing to lend you a word of encouragement. Pretty cool when you think about, huh?
YOU GOT THIS, BROTHER!!! Welcome!