Haven't posted in here forever. Today, 700 days ago, a different but similar me walked away from the chains of the cope fiend. What a rollercoaster the first 75 days were and truly didn't feel 100% adjusted till around 160-200. Now, life is sweet and the freedom is sweeter. I no longer reach for the can in my sock, or crave the myth after a meal or any other trigger. So, now I stay vigilant. Work with other quitters to strengthen mine. Like Candy said, positive selfishness. I like that term.
Quit on you freaking house of addicts!