Wow Jlewis...still fooling yourself, huh? See, we're addicts. We lied to ourselves and those who love us most. We're professional excuse-makers...which is what makes us so keenly adept at spotting other excuse-makers...like you. We spotted your brand of bullshit a long time ago.
Addiction is a source of frustration and anger. You're not pissed at us. You're pissed at yourself. You're angry that the Nic Bitch owns you. You're pissed that a bunch of folks (some probably even in cubicles) can control their addictions and a super-smart almost-doctor like you can't. You're pissed at yourself because you failed.
But, here's the good part...we don't care about your failures. We're here to support your quit. We know you're struggling and we're still on your side (despite your accomplished use of the "F-word"). And, do you know what we charge for this unconditional support? Nothing. All we ask is that you give your word, not excuses, by posting roll. Mutual accountability and honesty form the foundation. You blew it the first time. So, excuse us if we dare to ask what you are going to do differently this time?
I know you've got a busy schedule. I'm interested to see how you manage medical school and the disfiguring jaw/tounge removal procedures, chemotherapy, feeding tubes, coffin shopping, last will and testament prep and your own funeral? Talk about multi-tasking!!!
Listen Jlewis, you can control your addiction. This site will enable you to do it. But you gotta buy in. Click around in the Quit Groups...not just your own group, but many months and years. All of those bad-asses were once right where you are right now. And we are all controlling our addictions one day at a time...some even despite the limited space of their office cubicles, I bet. You can too.
Let me ask you this, do you ever take a shit? I figured out how to post roll on my iPhone. It isn't too difficult...espcially for an almost-doctor, I bet. It takes me about 30 seconds, which is perfect given my internet speed and the similarly slow speed of peristalsis. And, if you can't find time to post while you're sitting on the hoop, you can even text someone to do it for you. Or, you could just tell some nurse to post for you as you trot off to the can?!!
Excuses are like assholes. Everyone has one and they all stink...even a doctor's, I bet. So get with the program and Post Roll. You can do this!!!