Yeah so here it is.
Please excuse the attitude but based on the comments I've seen my apology is not necessary.
I'm a goddamn addict and I have been since college in '90. Last night I wanted to post and dint have the balls because I have a solid dip left in the can and I didn't want to waste it. Usually the first thing I do on a Saturday morning is to shove a dip into my mouth. This morning I did NOT. Today I hunkered down in my non tobacco bunker....got gum, hard candy, bottled water.
This is the Copenhagen extinction event and I'm bugging out.
I'm 42 and I have dipped Copenhagen Gold since I was 18. My 13 year old son dropped a bomb in my lap a couple months ago. He didn't understand why I dipped. This, and the fact that every time I get a sore in my mouth I'm getting paranoid about cancer and other nasty shit. I'm done.
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers. Its been a long time coming and I have tried before. I think accountability from this community will help me keep honest this time.
thanks all
VC
Welcome, and no...we don't need a fucking apology.
I quit almost 3 years ago because my 5 year old packed a can of beef jerky after I bought it for him. It's horrible as a father to watch that because you see that they idolize you and your habits, but miss the hell it puts you through (cut up lips, upset stomach, body temperature at 15k degrees when you aren't chewing, heart disease, cancer,etc).
Did you figure out how to post roll yet?