Well,my new friends,here I am at 2:45am and have to get up at 5am for work. My wife I talked tonight about one of my habits that needs to go,just glad she doesn't want all of them to go. I am 47,I started dipping when I was 6 and dipped until I was 32. I didn't dip for 10 yrs. Then I let the monkey get on my back again about 5 yrs. ago. It has not been good at my house since I started back. I do know how hard it is to quit I agree that NOW is the time. No step plan will work. When I leave here for work I am giving my wife all of the cans I have. I know I am in for 1 hell of a day. If I choose to stop get some I have failed her,my kids,all of U myself. I know it will be a daily thing the rest of my life. I gave up my good Ol' marijuana back in '91. I stopped alcohol in '87, but in '05 I went to Jamaica as soon as I got to the taxi a dude came up with 2 Red Stripes. I took them,gave one to my wife,she said I don't want it. Well,I said good I'll drink it too. Then I hit the beach got hot. So I convinced her by handing her a fresh fruit drink with rum. After that,offon, for about 3 yrs. I would play around with alcohol. I have not touched it for awhile really don't care to. I do make a choice daily to not drink or smoke pot,so now I have 1 more choice to make daily. Please, give me all the support you can. I live in Senatobia,Ms. work in Millington,Tn. I hope to meet someone from around here for close accountability. See ya.
