Day 300
I don't even know where to start. 300 days ago my life was honestly a mess. I had the same great wife, same great job, same nice house and stuff, but I was miserable. My health was in shambles, and I was controlled by a powerful opponent. I made a lot of lifestyle changes on Christmas Eve. A lot. But compared to the battle against nicotine, they were all a cakewalk. I had no idea how much control nicotine had over me. The first 50 days were miserable. The next 50 were a fight, but not miserable. The next 50 were sort of a downer after hof. My April 2013 group shrank after hof and it was kind of a rough time to navigate as you watch people you have fought a battle with leave. And then... Nirvana!
One day it just all came together. I feel amazing, and today I am incredibly humbled. Without each of you, I would not be where I am today. Life is so much better than I ever imagined. So good, that about 30 minutes ago I finally told my wife the extent of my addiction. We both sat on the couch and tears were running down both of our faces. She was shocked, and disappointed. I don't blame her - I would be too. But she is also happy and proud of me. And she started connecting a lot of dots.... That's why you used to take so many showers. That's why you bought gas at 1030. That's why I could never touch your suitcase....
It was time. And so today, a new milestone has been achieved. True freedom.
I owe each of you a depth of gratitude. I am a pretty confident (arrogant) guy. But this I could not do alone. 300 is just the beginning, but right now I have a sense of freedom that I can truly say I have never felt before. Thank you.
This post is truly inspirational. Only on day 7, but I read these types of post and it reminds me of why I am battling this thing everyday. I know the motto is one day at a time, but it is also nice to see the light is not too far out of reach even in the dog days of quit.
I hear what you are saying King...that the light isn't that far away, but the truth of the matter is...it is. You can't get to day 8 until you win day 7. You can't get to day 100 until you've won every other day before it. Nicotine is such a strong opponent; especially in the beginning. W2W's day 300 post beautifully illustrates that...every day was a battle to the death, and he killed his nicotine opponent every day.
With that said, the post you referenced comes from one of the baddest ass quitters here and when you read of W2W's revelation, you can't help but be excited to achieve that type of freedom. Shit, after reading that, it still inspires me to preserve my freedom. So, one day at a time, you should revel in every moment of freedom you gain, knowing that the more you continue to win the better it gets.