18 year old ex-dipper

[traumagnet]

I had a really nice, long shpeel that I had meticulously written in this text box to introduce myself to this community of quitters, but for whatever reason my internet window closed and I find myself here again, writing about writing now...  I ain't re writing all of that shit. So here's the short and sweet- I'm 18, I've been dipping since I was 13 (yes I know, it's only five years.) I am done. I have lied to the man I love more than anybody on this earth because of nicotine. My father made me swear to him I would never touch it again. I broke his trust, more than once. Just this thought now is making a knot in my stomach and throat.
Anyway, I want the support of other people with the same personality flaw as myself- addiction. Why haven't I had the willpower and fuckin fortitude to put this poison down? I let nicotine win time and time again. This morning at 2:44 am is when it stops. When I wake up, the first damn thing I'm going to do is dump the dip out of both of the cans in my truck and begin my tobacco free life. No more buying a can, taking one dip, then chucking it out of disgust with myself. I want to be emancipated from the hold nicotine has on me and I have to find the strength within myself to do it. So, I ask for your support. However hard for me to admit it, I'm a fuckin addict. Through unbreakable fortitude and as much support as you can give me, I will never take another dip in my lifetime.

Welcome to KTC. We will support you if you post roll each day and give us your word that you will be a man of your word and honor your quit! I encourage you to read everything here you can and become familiar with what we do and how we do it. Go to the top of the screen on the left and read the welcome center. It will tell you the first of what you need to know.

My only concern after reading your intro is that when you wake up this morning you will have a couple cans of chew in your truck. Wish you had thrown them out at 2:44am when you decided to quit. Morning is when our resolve is the weakest. THROW THAT SHIT OUT!

Wish I had quit at 18. This kid is obviously smarter then me.

Welcome, since you are going to do this you need to flush all your stashes asap. dont even sniff them. Two you need to tell your dad what you are doing and bring him here. Yes the quit is for you...but with your dads help and us we can help you. This is a brotherhood here we dont take this shit light so you dont either. Jake has already given you some good advice and is a hard hitter so reach down and grab your sac and hang on this is gonna suck.
You need to go to the welcome center read that, post roll give us your word that you quit for the day. Wake up tomorrow and repeat.
listen, learn, read, read, read....you are going to need tools to beat this bitch back.
PM me if you need anything
T

[jake frawley]

I had a really nice, long shpeel that I had meticulously written in this text box to introduce myself to this community of quitters, but for whatever reason my internet window closed and I find myself here again, writing about writing now... I ain't re writing all of that shit. So here's the short and sweet- I'm 18, I've been dipping since I was 13 (yes I know, it's only five years.) I am done. I have lied to the man I love more than anybody on this earth because of nicotine. My father made me swear to him I would never touch it again. I broke his trust, more than once. Just this thought now is making a knot in my stomach and throat.
Anyway, I want the support of other people with the same personality flaw as myself- addiction. Why haven't I had the willpower and fuckin fortitude to put this poison down? I let nicotine win time and time again. This morning at 2:44 am is when it stops. When I wake up, the first damn thing I'm going to do is dump the dip out of both of the cans in my truck and begin my tobacco free life. No more buying a can, taking one dip, then chucking it out of disgust with myself. I want to be emancipated from the hold nicotine has on me and I have to find the strength within myself to do it. So, I ask for your support. However hard for me to admit it, I'm a fuckin addict. Through unbreakable fortitude and as much support as you can give me, I will never take another dip in my lifetime.

Welcome to KTC. We will support you if you post roll each day and give us your word that you will be a man of your word and honor your quit! I encourage you to read everything here you can and become familiar with what we do and how we do it. Go to the top of the screen on the left and read the welcome center. It will tell you the first of what you need to know.

My only concern after reading your intro is that when you wake up this morning you will have a couple cans of chew in your truck. Wish you had thrown them out at 2:44am when you decided to quit. Morning is when our resolve is the weakest. THROW THAT SHIT OUT!

Wish I had quit at 18. This kid is obviously smarter then me.

[SoreThroat]

I had a really nice, long shpeel that I had meticulously written in this text box to introduce myself to this community of quitters, but for whatever reason my internet window closed and I find myself here again, writing about writing now... I ain't re writing all of that shit. So here's the short and sweet- I'm 18, I've been dipping since I was 13 (yes I know, it's only five years.) I am done. I have lied to the man I love more than anybody on this earth because of nicotine. My father made me swear to him I would never touch it again. I broke his trust, more than once. Just this thought now is making a knot in my stomach and throat.
Anyway, I want the support of other people with the same personality flaw as myself- addiction. Why haven't I had the willpower and fuckin fortitude to put this poison down? I let nicotine win time and time again. This morning at 2:44 am is when it stops. When I wake up, the first damn thing I'm going to do is dump the dip out of both of the cans in my truck and begin my tobacco free life. No more buying a can, taking one dip, then chucking it out of disgust with myself. I want to be emancipated from the hold nicotine has on me and I have to find the strength within myself to do it. So, I ask for your support. However hard for me to admit it, I'm a fuckin addict. Through unbreakable fortitude and as much support as you can give me, I will never take another dip in my lifetime.