I'm hanging, text a few helpful members already, last night really hit me hard, couldn't sleep, felt really frustrated, tossed and turned, and got really hot. I just remind myself of this forum and you guys, and that what I'm going through with is normal.
Call me a candy ass, but before going to bed I got emotional for no reason, hid it from my girlfriend, went into the bathroom and cried seconds after that felt like throwing a few fist into the wall. I'm assuming ol' nic crave has something to do with this... its just not me to be up and down so quick for no reason