Where to start? Quick bio: I was born and raised in Las Vegas. Not the best place for those with low or non existent willpower. I am currently living in the midwest.
Ive been chewing, dipping, or smoking since i joined the Army when i was 18 (40 now). There was times where i was really bad... Id have a fistful of redman in AND smoke a cig at the same time. Thankfully, i have quit smoking cold turkey (been 8 years) when i realized that i was getting winded walking up a flight of stairs! That shit wasnt for me, but i was still dipping... Get rid of one bad but keep the other.
I have quit once a few years ago... Was bed ridden with the flu for days, and when i was better, i just didnt have the urge anymore. I was straight for 2 years until i caved... I was in a new job, and 90% of my co workers were dipping... My willpower wasnt as strong as i thought. Let that sink in for a moment: i was good for 2 FRIGGING YEARS and i STILL CAVED!!! A lesson for all to remain ever vigilant against the tobacco bitch.
My quit date has been set for 8-7... Tomorrow. Im down to my last 2 pouches. What caused me to want to quit was while over this past weekend (i go overboard on weekends) i was watching some tv, and just didnt feel too good. A little voice in my head said "man, you gotta stop this shit, now"... It was the same voice that told me i should stop drinking 12 years ago, and ive been clean on that front ever since. Must be important...
Im ready to quit. I look at it as a challenge, and i never back down from those. I have support with my wife (she pointed me to this site), and kids. Its awesome to meet people that have, or are going thru the stages of quitting.