I choose to not fail this time.

[Jblack57]

I have been in the Marines since I was 18. I started dipping around the age of 16. I am now 30 and am furious that I havent quit sooner. In my occupation nearly everyone dips/smokes. It comes with the territory. I have seen and experienced things that I have convinced my brain that only dipping can resolve. I know thats false. In my heart, I know that is false. Now I must convince my brain. God have mercy on me and undoubtedly the struggle I am about to ensue. I want this to work. I need this to work. I am ready to quit.