......I dipped for around 25yrs.enjoyed the hell out of it and will miss it.
Man, you really have to fix your way of thinking. Stop romanticizing nicotine and tobacco. I used to think that way, but I now look back on it and there's honestly not one thing that I actually enjoyed. Seriously..... nothing. That's just your addiction fooling you by hijacking your reward systems. If you keep fond memories, you are leaving the door open. You'll at some point accept "just one" to relive those so-called wonderful times. My best advice is to spend some time seeing addiction for what it is..... a pack of lies. If you need a little help, tell us exactly what it was that you think you enjoyed about nicotine addiction.
The constant worry over not running out of dip?
The disgusting spit bottles (unless gutting it).
The burning throat?
Having to avoid kissing family members due to a mouth full of death?
The constant bad breath?
Wasting increasing amounts money you could be using for your family?
I could go on.....
I'm not trying to be a prick here, but this attitude shift strengthened my quit early on. Read my HOF speech. Emotion helps a quitter........ but only if focused correctly. You and I are about the same place in life. I have 3 young kids, a wife, and I'm almost 39. I chewed and dipped for about 20 years.
You can do this. It gets much better.
Let me know if I can help you any way.