jayd... I went cold turkey 21 days ago. I don't even remember much of the first week or 2 other than I took as gospel all the old timers advice... One day at a time. To look ahead is too much. Far too much. Just worry about right now, figure the site out, learn all about your quit group and posting roll, read, learn, connect with people. You are NOT alone brother! We all know exactly what you're going through. Certain specifics will vary but... We know. We can help. We will help. USE US!! PM me when you're comfortable and I'll give you my number. Rock it, man!!
Question,, what the hell is a smo----------. Never mind!
Look man,, all that was in the past. Lets start with today. I say you get on up to the welcome center. learn how to Post roll and get this quit started. The longer you wait the more damage you do my friend. If you quit with ktc your chances of really quitting are a lot better.
You say that you go a couple weeks and then your gums hurt. I got a question? What do you expect? It would be nice if putting the most addictive drug known to man down and that was it. Nothing happens!!
Now lets talk about reality. When you really quit you are going to go through all kinds of hell. Your bottom gum hurting ain't got shit on the mind games.
You go through a lot to quit,, but the reward is so worth it. It is so much easier to quit than your brain will let you believe. Right now you are controlled by the nicotine. You think that life without nicotine will be horrible. Well it's a big lie,, life is so good without it. Don't let it lie to you anymore,, take your life back man.
Grow some balls, Dump that shit in the toilet,, wash all the remains down the sink. Go to top left, welcome center. Read how to post roll. There is a lot of bad ass quitters in august that will be glad to have you.