Thanks everybody. I know not to post on roll call until I've quit nicotine, not just dip, and that's why I posted here.
My plan was to continue the lozenges until Thursday night, then on Friday morning post roll call. That way I can be sick at home, not at work- at least for the initial withdrawal.
I've also made my own fake dip from crushed raisins (I always thought chew had a raisin-y smell) coffee grounds and habanero Tabasco sauce (for the burn). It's pretty good.
Thanks also for the advice about not romanticizing dip- the more I do, the more I feel like it is impossible to quit. I need to start seeing it for what it is.
On a positive note, my mouth feels so much better already.
In case anyone is interested, my tobacco use has been:
14-18: 15-20 Cigarettes per week, occasional dip with friends, moving up to a pack-a-day by the age of 18
18-27: Kodiak Ice then Grizzly Mint, about a tin every other day and a pack of smokes every two days
28: Tin a day of Grizzly Mint, occasional cigarette while social drinking