JJD, you are in the right place. The price of admission to all of this wonderful advice and accountability from other Quitters is to POST ROLL. Roll is our promise to not use nicotine of any form for that 24 hour day. Tomorrow you will post roll again. Do it early and post every, single day. You will be in the Pre-HOF March Roll Group and there are documents on this site that will show you how to post roll, and I'll bet you can find a video of it on Youtube as well. Welcome!
FYI, the reason you never had success with lozenges and nic gum is that they contain nicotine, which you are addicted to. It would be like being alcoholic and switching from beer to vodka... doesn't work real well. The fake is just fine for now. Anything to keep you off nicotine, which is the real culprit. Seeds worked wonders for me early on, as well as hard candy, drink plenty of water (half gallon per day), and cranberry juice if you prefer to help detox the first week.
You've got this. See you on Roll