Day 3 blows ... Throat hurting and can't get out of my head. Been wanting a dip bad or just can't stop thinking about it. Don't friggin know. feel like that fucking cartoon with a devil on one shoulder in my ear telling me... you can do this alone, you dont need group, 1 dip is fine and an angel in the other ear telling me to hold strong and power the F thru u mother fucker. I am assuming this is the cravings and nic talking and everyone goes thru this. Trying to relax, embrace the suck... But it's suckin. Ain't gonna dip either. 'bang head'