Hi there.
I'm a skoal addict, one can per day since 1985.
I'm a lucky man in that I have many great things in my life. One of them is I have a beautiful 5-year old girl. I want to grow old watching her.
Another is my girlfriend.
My girlfriend and I have an amazing sex life. We used to have sex 3x a day for the first few years and it's slowly tapered down to 1x or 2x per day. We are year 6 and still hitting it. No matter what shit is happening in our lives, we always have our sex life.
Every now and then I would start to have erection problems. The solution was quit my Skoal. Quitting for a few days is easy. Staying quit is my problem and why I'm here. When I would quit, things would return to normal and then some. It was a mighty force to behold at day 14. Then something would stress me out, or I'd lie to myself and grab a can just to do this road trip for work, or just chew for this movie, damn, that tree branch needs cutting, guess ill get out my chainsaw and oh yeah, buy a can of skoal because it only runs on oil, gas and some dip in my mouth...
So I've gone back and forth and my addiction was so bad that I've even secretly taken Cialias so I can keep chewing and screwing.
Fellas (and ladies if your here), how stupid am I? I have a woman that just loves me. She loves just me. She has this sex drive that is off the charts and wants me to satisfy her constantly. Did I mention she is beautiful? And here I am sabotaging it for some poor excuses. So I can gross everyone out and have people make false assumptions about what I'm really like? By chewing, I'm saying no thanks, I'd rather not have sex this morning or again this evening.
Last week, I embarrassed myself in bed. She was cool, it's not always like that but we both knew what was happening.
Not anymore. I want to quit so I don't get cancer, so I live a long time, so I can fuck the living shit out of my girlfriend anytime I want without taking a pill.