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Offline 77Midget

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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #31 on: November 02, 2015, 09:33:00 AM »
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Ok guys,I moved my quit date to today. WE did it, husband and I flushed our last can down the toilet last night. My last chew was 9pm last night. I posted roll this morning.
I am feeling very, very uncomfortable right now and feel like I might cry.
I keep getting cravings every few minutes since I woke up. It's like a rising panic, kind of like the dream where you look down and don't have any clothes on. Like a "OH NO, I forgot something really important!!" and then the realization.
Just trying not to get really pissed off at my 4 year old son today, fucking a he knows how to push my buttons.
GOOD JOB!!!! The next few days are the hardest and trust me they too shall pass. For the time being just focus on the now. This crave shall pass as well. Also please do not take it out on your children. They didnt make you start this addiction. When you feel yourself getting ready to explode or the start of a panic attack just sit down and concentrate on your breathing. Look up on Google or Youtube "belly breathing" for panic attacks.
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #30 on: November 02, 2015, 09:16:00 AM »
Nice job of getting on roll. Way to step up. Be accountable to your group and yourself. Rant in here
the first few days of the "Suck" literally one day at a time (ODAAT). There are some serious bad ass
quitters in here. Lean on them for help .
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #29 on: November 02, 2015, 09:06:00 AM »
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Ok guys,I moved my quit date to today. WE did it, husband and I flushed our last can down the toilet last night. My last chew was 9pm last night. I posted roll this morning.
I am feeling very, very uncomfortable right now and feel like I might cry.
I keep getting cravings every few minutes since I woke up. It's like a rising panic, kind of like the dream where you look down and don't have any clothes on. Like a "OH NO, I forgot something really important!!" and then the realization.
Just trying not to get really pissed off at my 4 year old son today, fucking a he knows how to push my buttons.
when you get pisst jump on chat. and get your husbinds ass on here to. frazz and mrs frazz are here together. there solid quiterers.

there was a nuther cuppel but mr sereal caver wasnt in to postin. took his wife to mexaco and they both caved. and dissapeered.

i rememember tryin to quit in collige with a buddy. we got bout 3 days afore agreein to cave. no buddy else to anser to. make him anserabel to the hole ktc clan.
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #28 on: November 02, 2015, 08:35:00 AM »
Ok guys,I moved my quit date to today. WE did it, husband and I flushed our last can down the toilet last night. My last chew was 9pm last night. I posted roll this morning.
I am feeling very, very uncomfortable right now and feel like I might cry.
I keep getting cravings every few minutes since I woke up. It's like a rising panic, kind of like the dream where you look down and don't have any clothes on. Like a "OH NO, I forgot something really important!!" and then the realization.
Just trying not to get really pissed off at my 4 year old son today, fucking a he knows how to push my buttons.
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #27 on: November 02, 2015, 05:12:00 AM »
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On Tuesday all my children will be in school and I can deal with the first awful day alone.
Whaaaaaat?! No, no, no! Alone? You won't have to deal with ANY day alone. That is what we're here for! Look at the banner at the top of this page. You'll have a team of 25,000 people on your side.

When you quit, you can message me, or anyone else on this website whenever you want to talk. If you're anything like me, you might actually be shocked at how willing and eager people are to help. You can also post in your quit group, or in this intro thread, or come to the chatroom. Hell, you can even text people if you want. Every single one of us have been through what you will be going through. There is always a multitude of people around at any given time who are more than willing to help you in any way they can.

You...WILL be quitting, right? 'tease'
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #26 on: November 01, 2015, 06:32:00 PM »
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I'm not sure what time zone you are in agirlsickofgrizz, but Halloween on the east coast of the USA is over. I hope that you did not hand out candy to little kids while packing a dip in your lip. I really think that is bad form. :P

Rather than waiting until Tuesday like Wimpy, how about dumping that can right now and quitting for real? This can be done and there is a website full of people who are waiting to help you.
Dear A girl SICK of Grizzly,

I see you were in here this morning, hopefully reading some of these guys posts. They all make sense. So, you sticking to your planned quit? And if you are, are you ready? Because planning means you know what you are going to do to stay quit.

Cold Turkey, flush it all, rinse that tin down the drain, do the same to all your hidden stashes. BallUp... Put you big girl panties on...... Quit like a bad ass girl!
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #25 on: November 01, 2015, 12:59:00 AM »
I'm not sure what time zone you are in agirlsickofgrizz, but Halloween on the east coast of the USA is over. I hope that you did not hand out candy to little kids while packing a dip in your lip. I really think that is bad form. :P

Rather than waiting until Tuesday like Wimpy, how about dumping that can right now and quitting for real? This can be done and there is a website full of people who are waiting to help you.
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #24 on: November 01, 2015, 12:30:00 AM »
Hoping you'll be back.
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #23 on: October 29, 2015, 04:09:00 PM »
you no if you quit now by tuesday the nickateen will be out of your system? its true.
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #22 on: October 29, 2015, 01:57:00 PM »
Tuesday will never come. Toss that shit, crush that can and post roll. Promise you are nicotine free.
There will always be something else the nic bitch tells you in your ear that you need to get through before you
quit. You are an adult and parent of three, own your quit and rage here and on chat and on texts. This swill bee the best decision
of your life.s
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #21 on: October 29, 2015, 12:59:00 PM »
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Quote from: agirlsickofgrizz
Wow. Thanks everyone. Those are some intense replies. I know it's not the way people recommend here, but I am planning my quit for this coming Tuesday. Excuses, excuses, I know. But I want to get through all this Halloween stuff with the kids NOT being an angry, irritable witch. On Tuesday all my children will be in school and I can deal with the first awful day alone. I told my husband my plan and he is planning to quit too, wants to be quit a couple days ahead of me so at least one of us is a bit more out of the woods before the other starts. Oh boy. Oh boy, oh boy. Not looking forward to it, but I am too.
Tuesday?

Tuesday never comes.

Quit now. There is so much power in NOW! Take your life NOW! Fuck Halloween! You dipping is not going to make Hallow-fucking-ween ANY fucking easier!

What a bunch of shit!

Your husband wants to Quit with you? Is he signed up here? Sounds like he's ready to go, and you're dragging your addicted heels for no real fucking reason.

You Quit NOW, you will be on Day 6 on Tuesday! The Nic will be out of your system completely by Tuesday, but you gotta flush your shit NOW!

...not that I have an opinion on it or anything...
yeah, what he said^^^^ (I'd listen to that if i were you)


and :deadhorse:

http://www.killthecan.org/heres-how-you ... court-now/

good spot to start if you haven't flushed it down the toilet yet!
You can do this. Your kids won't remember the rage after a couple weeks. They want you to quit. Even if they don't get it quite yet, 10 years from now they will gladly trade a couple days of irritability for a mom that is still around for them.

We've all had quit dates in the future that have come and gone without even taking a break. Dig deep and pull this one out today. Right now as you read this make that commitment to yourself. There is never a better moment to be quit than this one. Flush it and let's get started.
With your attitude, I don't see you making it, may not even see you back! Prove me wrong!
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #20 on: October 29, 2015, 11:24:00 AM »
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Quote from: agirlsickofgrizz
Wow. Thanks everyone. Those are some intense replies. I know it's not the way people recommend here, but I am planning my quit for this coming Tuesday. Excuses, excuses, I know. But I want to get through all this Halloween stuff with the kids NOT being an angry, irritable witch. On Tuesday all my children will be in school and I can deal with the first awful day alone. I told my husband my plan and he is planning to quit too, wants to be quit a couple days ahead of me so at least one of us is a bit more out of the woods before the other starts. Oh boy. Oh boy, oh boy. Not looking forward to it, but I am too.
Tuesday?

Tuesday never comes.

Quit now. There is so much power in NOW! Take your life NOW! Fuck Halloween! You dipping is not going to make Hallow-fucking-ween ANY fucking easier!

What a bunch of shit!

Your husband wants to Quit with you? Is he signed up here? Sounds like he's ready to go, and you're dragging your addicted heels for no real fucking reason.

You Quit NOW, you will be on Day 6 on Tuesday! The Nic will be out of your system completely by Tuesday, but you gotta flush your shit NOW!

...not that I have an opinion on it or anything...
yeah, what he said^^^^ (I'd listen to that if i were you)


and :deadhorse:

http://www.killthecan.org/heres-how-you ... court-now/

good spot to start if you haven't flushed it down the toilet yet!
You can do this. Your kids won't remember the rage after a couple weeks. They want you to quit. Even if they don't get it quite yet, 10 years from now they will gladly trade a couple days of irritability for a mom that is still around for them.

We've all had quit dates in the future that have come and gone without even taking a break. Dig deep and pull this one out today. Right now as you read this make that commitment to yourself. There is never a better moment to be quit than this one. Flush it and let's get started.
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #19 on: October 29, 2015, 11:19:00 AM »
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #18 on: October 29, 2015, 11:18:00 AM »
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Quote from: agirlsickofgrizz
Wow. Thanks everyone. Those are some intense replies. I know it's not the way people recommend here, but I am planning my quit for this coming Tuesday. Excuses, excuses, I know. But I want to get through all this Halloween stuff with the kids NOT being an angry, irritable witch. On Tuesday all my children will be in school and I can deal with the first awful day alone. I told my husband my plan and he is planning to quit too, wants to be quit a couple days ahead of me so at least one of us is a bit more out of the woods before the other starts. Oh boy. Oh boy, oh boy. Not looking forward to it, but I am too.
Tuesday?

Tuesday never comes.

Quit now. There is so much power in NOW! Take your life NOW! Fuck Halloween! You dipping is not going to make Hallow-fucking-ween ANY fucking easier!

What a bunch of shit!

Your husband wants to Quit with you? Is he signed up here? Sounds like he's ready to go, and you're dragging your addicted heels for no real fucking reason.

You Quit NOW, you will be on Day 6 on Tuesday! The Nic will be out of your system completely by Tuesday, but you gotta flush your shit NOW!

...not that I have an opinion on it or anything...
yeah, what he said^^^^ (I'd listen to that if i were you)


and :deadhorse:

http://www.killthecan.org/heres-how-you ... court-now/

good spot to start if you haven't flushed it down the toilet yet!
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Re: I am so scared
« Reply #17 on: October 29, 2015, 10:51:00 AM »
I was scared and I'm still scared. Hell I will probably always be that way. Just know that we are all here for you and your husband if he decides to join.

I quit with you and I'm here if I can be of any assistance............................
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