Woke up this morning and my first thought was "wheres my can!" Then I rememembered oh yeah I am making some complete lifestyle changes (kicked caffine two weeks ago, blood pressure). The routine was basically like many of you guys, first thing I did once my feet hit the floor in the am was put in a dip. Before coffee, before a shower had to have a pinch first then i could get started on my day. Third day without and now its really sinking in on me. I had told my wife, parents, kids and doctors dozens of times in the past that I was going to quit. It actually has become like chicken little. But there has been a change in attitude this time, its become something i need to do. Something i feel all the way through me, balls to bones. I will do this. I will succeed in this endeavor. It is an imperative that I cannot stand by and let fall. So to the nic bitch I stand and salute my enemy, I salute your battle but most of all I salute your death. You have lost and I have won, and I will continue to win. Little steps, one small internal skirmish at a time. Three days and I will not look back. I will do this!!!!!!
