Dee! Welcome! Good story. Can't tell you how many of us felt like you do when we got started. I have 2 children and they are my inspiration for quitting.
I just sent you a private message with info about the site and next steps. Check your KTC mailbox (look in upper right corner for Inbox and click on it).
In the meantime, here are a few basics.
The September Samurai Quit Group will be your home. Go post roll there now. You can learn how to post roll from the instructions on that page.
Your job is to honor your quit one day at a time. Just get thru today my friend...Do not cave in to the cravings. And then tomorrow morning, post roll again and repeat that every damn day.
As you know, the first few days suck, but by Day 10+, things start to get a lot easier. Drink lots of water and/or cranberry juice. Exercise and sweat out the toxins. Stay away from alcohol for the next couple weeks so it doesn't weaken your resolve. It'll take 3 days for the nicotine to physically get out of your system, and then the real mental battle starts fighting the cravings your brain's nicotine receptors so badly want. You can do this. Many of us old dogs are 30+ year dippers and are now proud to be free.
Proud to quit with you. PM me anytime that you need help. Also, people here share their cell numbers, especially during the first few weeks because I promise you that you are going to want to text or call someone when you start having a craving. Really, really helps to have someone in your corner at that moment.
Congrats on the best decision of your life. Now go post roll and check ur mailbox.