From your screen name I would have reason to believe you're from Missouri, which is great, so am I! Sounds like you're having a rough time during these initial few weeks. First, let me assure, it does get better, much better. But first, it must suck. It must suck so bad that when you emerge from this period you are absolutely, positively never going to go back through it. Embrace those feelings of misery because it does get better, but there are going to be tough times ahead and you need to remember the sucking, the withdraw, the fucking absolute pain you feel for the lack of a damn weed that is doing nothing more than slowly killing you. you've fingerbanged the can so long that you started to think it felt good. Well, wait until you've been quit 699 days and someone from across the room opens a can of that shit. It smells like ass, they look like an ass. It'll make you wonder what the hell was so good about the shit that's currently making you feel like crap. Freedom awaits, right here. Right now. Every morning you wake up and post roll, you are free. Give the nic bitch the big 'Finger' . Join up with your Oct group. Post roll, honor you word, and repeat. Fucking simple, even for us Missouri guys! Feel free to PM me if you need help with roll, general support, etc. -Midwest.