Alright, it's been a couple days since I've posted anything here. Had a few minutes today, so time spent here is time that I'll focus on my quit instead of craving or caving.
Day 4, and I feel a hell of a lot better physically - no headaches, etc., but definitely not anywhere close to free of nic craves mentally yet - still a bit foggy and a little moody. However, I'm definitely seeing the value of the KTC community. Four days was my personal best quit by myself before KTC, which after now, I wouldn't really even call a quit. It was more of that bullshit, addict, pansy-ass type quit - AKA "trying to quit." Nonsense. I now see that there is no quit without posting roll and having that web of accountability.
And, on the accountability front, whether they knew it or not, two vets literally came through with texts at the two absolute best times yesterday - day 3 was my hardest thus far. If I were doing this 100% by myself, I would've definitely caved both times...not even question - people would literally laugh you out of a room for asking. But, I didn't. And, because of that, I had two sweet trigger victories today before lunch: 1. I had to make a short 2hr trip in the car, which used to be like a Snus-face-stuff-stravaganza. 2. Post important sales presentation, which formerly ended with me stuffing my face with enough of that shit to tranquilize a village. Instead I was quit as fuck for both. Thanks, guys.
Hope everyone has a good weekend. There's apparently a few speckled trout, redfish, and striped bass that are causing a problem down at the NC coast, so I'm gonna go straighten that shit out. See y'all quitters bright and early for roll this weekend!
