rdad, my deepest condolences. Know that the grief we feel as your quit brothers of a mere 4 months runs deep.
And thank you for posting this. With the circumstances surrounding this post, this is one of the most BADASS posts I have ever read.
Everyone watch and learn from this man. You have read of people caving in the face of life events. This is how you quit, how you uphold your promise, your word, and your resolve to never use nicotine again. No matter what.
rdad, you are a blessing to this community. I quit with you EDD.