This is a reminder to me and for any newbies that might be reading in my thread. Just a quick story about my day 77. I did buy 12 rolls of fake chew when I first joined as the vets were always talking about using all our "tools to stay quit" So I put a can of this fake in all my frequent places. Desk, Truck, Golfbag, Fishing Vest, ect.... Up Until today I had not used any. I wanted to try to get over all phases of this addiction at once.
This morning working on a bid at work I was hit by a massive desire to have something in my lip instead of fucking sunflower seeds. I tried to wait it out but for some reason I became fixated on it and finally had to throw in a fakie. I can tell you things may have gone differently for me had I not been prepared. There is a convenience store 100' from my office. It was pretty easy to wait it out with the fake stuff and by jumping online to read all the congrats for grizclaws and above all not wanting to throw away the past 77 days because of one weak moment.
The point is use your tools, be prepared, and never get complacent. I was in the middle of a stretch of 2-3 weeks of feeling great, with very few weak craves. Todays was different and took me by surprise. Hopefully just another last gasp of the dying bitch. Quit on Quitters!