Today I'm quitting, but I feel that my addiction iż strong. And there is another thing in quiting. To yesterday I nad been thinking that my life without nic is exactly the same - maybe without one thing - the nicotine. TODAY I realized that if I want to quit forever I have to change whole my life od maybe it's big part - and it's one od the best part od my life which I shared with the nic... And it really sucks!!
I'm at 500+ and I still quit one day at a time. There is no forever,, it gives me a headache to even consider!
Now,, what part of your life was so great because of the poison? Tell me,, i would like to know. Tell me why the poison has got you thinking it is so important that there is part of your life that will never be the same because it's not there anymore. Your making me shed tears here. You got me thinking that maybe i'm starting to miss something. Hell, I might have to rethink this whole quitting thing!
NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!! F@@@ that!
You go ahead and go back if you think it's that important. As for me and the rest of these bad ass quitters, we're staying the course. We're not giving the poison one more fuuu@@@@@ing dollar. We're not giving it one more day of our lives. I don't know about you, but I was tired of the poison being number one in my life. Helllll no!!!!!!
If that's what you want,,, so be it. At day 120 you really need to evaluate things. Have you read all the information on the poison. Have you started building the hate it deserves. It doesn't deserve your want and desire. It deserves your hate.
I hate the poison. I hate it this morning and i'll hate it for lunch. I'll continue hating it at dinner. I enjoy hating it so much i'll wake up tomorrow hating it. Join me,, Quitting becomes so much easier. Start reading on Nicotine/addiction. Learn your enemy, it's clear you haven't read anything.
Best parts of your life are without the poison. GET THAT STRAIGHT RIGHT NOW!!!