I am quitting

[brettlees]

here you go PP the list of people who you did not even give a chance to help you...every person you listed would have done anything to help you stay quit...

this is the 3rd friggin time...bout time you figure this shit out!



(your own words from your HOF speech)

snip

I found may way to KTC in 2012 and 'tried' to quit. I made it less than a day and fucking caved. I 'tried' again and made it about a month, then caved again. snip

Fast forward two years to January 2014.snip


I am not going to do a day-by-day recount, so in conclusion: what worked for me? Drinking the Kool-Aid; following the well-established procedure on here; POSTING ROLL, getting numbers and staying active.

All of you motherfuckers are family to me now!!!

My thank yous:
CBird - my father on here
J2B - my favorite cs on here, LOL
T-Cell - kinda like my big brother
Gator - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Wastepanel - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Souliman - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Luby - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Sir Derek - for being an awesome supporter when in chat
Coach Steve
Diesel 2112
srans
sam83
peters6278
brettlees
zillahcowboy
KO
slug.go
D2Maine
grizzlyhasclaws
JayDubya
Emulator
Winter Green
GDubya
tarpon
kdip
Ginet - she is awesome
derk40
Lambo915- mentioned just because of the tits on his avatar
sixercountry
Klark
Loot - for being Loot
All my Resolute Bastard brothers and sisters
the guys in April 2012, May 2012, and May 2011
and many, many more

Sorry if I forgot anyone!!

Peace, love the Almighty and stay quit

I hope you get it right this time. You can't stop fighting. You did. The shiz is too strong to cut the support ties. You had some amazing support--- best to start building trust and new support again. And read the quotes in my signature line.

[D2maine]

here you go PP the list of people who you did not even give a chance to help you...every person you listed would have done anything to help you stay quit...

this is the 3rd friggin time...bout time you figure this shit out!



(your own words from your HOF speech)

snip

I found may way to KTC in 2012 and 'tried' to quit. I made it less than a day and fucking caved. I 'tried' again and made it about a month, then caved again. snip

Fast forward two years to January 2014.snip


I am not going to do a day-by-day recount, so in conclusion: what worked for me? Drinking the Kool-Aid; following the well-established procedure on here; POSTING ROLL, getting numbers and staying active.

All of you motherfuckers are family to me now!!!

My thank yous:
CBird - my father on here
J2B - my favorite cs on here, LOL
T-Cell - kinda like my big brother
Gator - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Wastepanel - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Souliman - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Luby - for jumping in my shit when I caved before
Sir Derek - for being an awesome supporter when in chat
Coach Steve
Diesel 2112
srans
sam83
peters6278
brettlees
zillahcowboy
KO
slug.go
D2Maine
grizzlyhasclaws
JayDubya
Emulator
Winter Green
GDubya
tarpon
kdip
Ginet - she is awesome
derk40
Lambo915- mentioned just because of the tits on his avatar
sixercountry
Klark
Loot - for being Loot
All my Resolute Bastard brothers and sisters
the guys in April 2012, May 2012, and May 2011
and many, many more

Sorry if I forgot anyone!!

Peace, love the Almighty and stay quit

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Disappointing but not surprising. Classic cave. Quit posting roll, quit giving a fuck, back to tobacco. Keep posting roll people. Keep giving a fuck. And keep quitting tobacco. Don't do this failure, stoppage, repeat shit. It's so fucking weak. Be a quitter instead.

[KingNothing]

Ginet pretty well laid your ass out, so I only have one thing to add, change your fucking quit date on your profile.

P.S. your first cave on KTC was after 3 hours??? It took me longer than that to figure out how to post roll! I'm not judging you as a person because I don't know you at all, but as a quitter, you have some ground to make up.

"Hopefully" you "get it" this time.

King

[Ginet]

I am pissed, let down, irritated and actually, not surprised that you just posted a day one.

Pissed because of your lack of giving a shit. Quitting is hard. It is always hard. It's easier some days than others, but it's still hard. Pissed that you are too weak to do it.

Let down because I thought you were part of my quit posse. We weren't the closest of quit partners, but we had something there that I counted on.....your word. You said you would call me if you needed help. Let down that you didn't do as you said.

Irritated to hear you just wanna bounce back in like it's okay to be on this roller coaster you choose and call it "quit". You don't fully accept what that means. You can't accept it because you don't understand it. You haven't been paying attention.

Most of all, I am not surprised. You stopped posting roll because you thought you had this shit licked. You use things like "lost my numbers" to try and rationalize that you didn't reach out to anyone. I broke my phone once. I was on Facebook asking for numbers again, telling others to ask others to send me their numbers, and going thru my inbox to write them all down again. All you had to do was log on here. You didn't loose numbers. You decided not to call.

When you put that dip in your mouth, did you pause at all to think about what you were about to do? Did you think of any of the faces you had met? Any of the people you talked to on the phone, in chat on PMs? Once it hit your lip and burn started, did you quickly take it out and log on? Or, did you sit there, feel the buzz, fulfill your craving and laugh in our faces? Once you finished your dip, did you finish the can? Buy another?

"Nothing gets in the way of my quit. Take nicotine off the table. Choose something else." ~ Ginet

[SAM83]

thanx guys and gal

Congrats Paul!

[ppolcyn]

thanx guys and gal

[cbird65]

in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!

Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.

great job

200 - I love that number! Way to rock it PP! Quit with you again today.

ODAAT adds up

keep trudging step by step mile by mile

[Ginet]

in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!

Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.

great job

200 - I love that number! Way to rock it PP! Quit with you again today.

[SirDerek]

in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!

Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.

great job

[Knockout]

in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!

Atta boy Paul!!! Congratulations on the big 200! Proud to have you on my quit team.

[ppolcyn]

in five minutes, i hit 200 days!!!

[SirDerek]

re-ruptured discs

very sorry to hear that. hang tough brother. shout out if you need to talk.

definitely a downer for the health. speed to get better man listen to the experts and heal well.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

re-ruptured discs

very sorry to hear that. hang tough brother. shout out if you need to talk.

[ppolcyn]

re-ruptured discs