First of all, fuck you.
I have been reading through as much of this site as I can.
Right now, I am pissed off like a motherfucker.
I just read through a bunch of the HOF speeches and a lot were made well after I fucked up and gave up.
Not mad at you guys; mad at myself.
FUCK, FUCK, FUCK. I should be celebrating my two years quit. But no, I had to do it my way: Half-assed. Granted, I had some real rough shit happen in that time, but if I would have listened, I could have made it through even the two back surgeries.
FUCK ME!
Any rook reading this please, take my fucking advice. DO IT RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!!! So you dont have to do what I am doing.