Dipped too much for way too long. Have had several failed attempts at quitting. The last straw was finding my 1 yo son digging through the trash with a spent wad of dip in and around his mouth. Easily the lowest point of my life! Have been quit for 3 days now, cravings are tough, but it feels so good to tell the devil he can take his evil weed and stick it directly up his ass! A random f' off to that demon seems to help also!
Ouch, that's terrible. You must feel like a real piece of shit of a father, huh? Like a stupid, selfish, a-hole? I hope that image of your 1 y/o with dip in his mouth trying to be like daddy burns in your brain.
Guess what? I know how you feel because I'm a fellow stupid and selfish a-hole. In fact, this place is filled with stupid and selfish a-holes. It's also filled with quitters who drew a line in the sand and quit one day. I dipped for nearly 20 years and tried to quit on every birthday, new year, life milestone, etc. KTC is the only thing that worked for me.
Congrats on day 3, that's a major step in the right direction. Now you just have to get through today; don't worry about anything else.
You need to post roll:
HOW TO POST ROLLI'm serious about that image burning in your brain; use it.