I can tell you all what happened and I saw it coming while catching up on this thread. He waited for his girlfriend to leave because he's the type to take it out on everyone around him. I was that way too. I know the type. When I was having a crave, I was willing to make everyone elses life miserable. It wasn't until I changed my point of view that I understood that I allowed myself to be an ass to my family for the purpose of convincing them that I was better off with nicotine. You see, if your family tells you to "Just go buy a can" to get you off your back, it wasn't your fault now was it? Well, actually yes it was your fault. Own it. You choose who to point your anger toward. That's why we are here. Kick our asses. Tear our heads off. Use us as your cyber punching bags. Trust me, these guys will be able to take it. They've done their fair share of raging.
You scheduled your rage for when your girl was away because you know that you love her and didn't want to subject her to your mood swings. Instead you are shackling her to an addict that is actively using his poison.
I hope that when / if you read this, you recognize that today is the best day to quit, you dump your shit and all that goes with it, you post roll immediately and promise us and yourself 1 day free of nicotine. First thing next day, repeat the promise. You will have some explaining to do but it will be worth it. I can't remember the stats but I think that somewhere around 5% of people that attempt to quit on their own are successful after a year but with this site, IF you follow these steps, you will be 100% assured of your quit.
1. Post roll first thing in the morning. Your promise not to use any form of nicotine.
2. Keep your promise.
3. repeat daily.
Do these 3 things, and you can't loose.
Now grow a pair and post roll. I'll be watching for you. 'Popcorn'
