Today is day 3. For the first time in the three days I was tempted. I had to get gas and I stopped at my usual gas station out of habit. Guess what else I buy at that station? Well, not anymore! I got my gas, paid and drove off. It felt great! It was a realization that I have made a change. I am not that person anymore. Today, I was a quitter. Knowing that I am not alone makes a big difference. I have been on this forum so many times and never signed up because I thought I could do it on my own. Now I know I don't have to.
I read through the Kern's story today. That was rough to read, but it really drove home what this shit does and is capable of doing. I have reminded myself of what could happen for years, but it took until Tuesday July 22, 2014 for me to say ENOUGH! I am so glad I am here. I know I have said it a lot in a couple days, but I appreciate everyone here so much. Most of you don't even know that you have helped me. I just read posts and find encouragement. Thank you to all of you. STAY QUIT!!!!!!!!