Day 84
Today was my first day back to work since my surgery. It feels good to get back in the saddle. I was going stir crazy sitting at the house. Ive been doing good with everything since the surgery. In the almost 4 weeks since my surgery, Im down 36lbs and my Dr has already taken me off of one of my blood psi meds! Ive lost 72lbs since the 1st of september. Mrs. Punkin says that it feels like shes holding on to somebody else's hand, lol.
Ive been struggling like crazy from cravings. Powerful cravings. Its like the NIC bitch is whispering in my ear, "C'mon big boy, just a taste, you deserve it". I tell her to pound sand but the nagging is annoying. Ive been hitting the smokey mountain hard. Sunflower seeds are rough on my still healing stomach. Ive come too far to throw it all away now. My quit is strong with the help of my quit brothers. NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON!!!!!!