This site and quitting will change your life in ways that you won't expect, all good, but first you have to go "all in." Chewie gave you the link to post roll and become a part of the community. Why not go all in and commit to the plan? Almost 700 days ago I remember thinking... Posting roll? Wtf is that? Man this is lame and why is everyone telling me I gotta post roll? Well, I don't think it is lame any more.
Hiding to get a fix of nicotine is a terrible way to live. I know because I did it for 7 years longer than you've been alive. You are young, smart, scared, and ashamed. You can do this my friend. You have the ingredients to succeed, but you gotta post roll. It is the backbone of this site.
If you need a phone number or any help, shoot me a pm. We are all cheering you on, but show us you are part of the team. Go all in. Commit to the plan. Let KTC lead you to the freedom you deserve.
-w2w