Hey Scrofford. First off, I'd like to welcome you and say congrats on tossing your dip. Great move. I'm a little slow, both mentally and to the party. I've tried to read most of your intro but I admit I haven't read everything so forgive me if I'm off base here. I know absolutely nuts about NRT but if these guys tell you it's true, by fucking god it's true. I hate to admit it but even Smokey knows what he's talking about most of the time. Did I miss the medical condition that ails you? Or are you like 99% of us out here, old, out of shape, mid-aged addicts. Have you been diagnosed with some sort of backwards ass, Bizzaro World circulatory system. One that does the complete opposite of a normal system when exposure to stimulants is denied. I'm not trying to be ignorant, I just can't see anyone's heart going all irregular and junk when going cold turkey. Yeah, anxiety and stress, but an irregular heart beat? Hmmm.
CD has gone through some tough shit and all his incredible insight to a very similar problem to yours is all there for the taking. And he might just turn out to be the brother who can help you the most out here. We're all rooting for you to beat this shit. That's what we do. Let us know what the doctor says, will ya?
I understand rage and bitching as much as anyone so if you don't receive my post as positive, cool. I can take it. Hang tough.