Today is day one. 25 years of chewing. A tin a day since the end of high school. I thought this would be easy. I figured that if I can go to sleep and wake up fine, then I had already gone an entire night without chew so I must not need it that badly. By 11 am today the brain fog was intense, then came weak legs, more brain fog, tight chest, intense cravings, that little voice trying to convince me I would be so much happier with a chew. Kind of like breaking up with someone and only remembering the good and not what drove you apart!
Anyway, Ive been meaning to quit for years. of course. For some time now I have been having periods of intense brain fog and disconnectedness, weak legs, cold toes, erectile issues, etc. I kept thinking it could be related to chew but the addicted brain kept telling me no. One to two weeks ago I did an experiment. I went from having a chew in just about all day except for brief interruptions to delaying my morning chew, then only keeping them in for 30 minutes and waiting at least 1.5 hours in between chews. Brain fog, weak legs, cold toes, etc all went away almost immediately. Kept this up for about a week just to make sure and it all stayed away. Figured after all this time maybe I have built up an intolerance to chemicals or chew or just the circulatory effects. anyway, if it causing all that misery then it is time to let it go.
But man I can tell it will be hard. Sitting here wondering how in the hell Im gonna make it to work on Monday and meet with a client!!!
and yes if I can figure out how to post roll then I will do that!