LTC,
I am truly sorry to hear of your loss. I'm sure you realize that tobacco can't make anything better.
I am no psychologist (did I even spell it right?) and I didn't mean to pry, but I think coming clean is important. The important thing is that you you're quit now.
Post roll everyday. Let your story be a warning to folks that think they don't need to post roll anymore. Your fuck up could be inspirational to someone else on here.
I'm coming up on my HOF 100 days. When I first posted roll, I remember thinking that I would probably post roll for the 100 days, then I wouldn't need to anymore. I have since learned that I need to keep posting. And your story is part of that commitment. So, thanks...stay quit, post roll, and keep your word, brother!!!