Hey everone,
I'm only 25 years old, started when I joined the volunteer fire department at 18. Through that time I have seen some of the guys I ran with encounter issues from receding gum lines and tooth decay to mouth cancer. I've gotten lucky, but decided I don't want to risk it anymore. I've tried quitting many times, but haven't been strong enough to just say no. I was doing good for the past few days, but unfortunately had a slip yesterday afternoon. Yesterday evening I decided I was done for good. Initially my plan was to finish off the can and that was it, but after stumbling upon this site, whatever is left will be discarded today. I no longer want to be a slave to Skoal. Unfortunately, the firehouse will still be the hardest trigger to overcome.
Discard that shit now. Don't worry about triggers and firehouses. Just be quit. You can do this.
Welcome and congratulations on a good decision.
You will find that life is a trigger at first but once you decide that you are truly quit...triggers don't matter. You need to be prepared for them but you no longer chew....so don't.
Go to the welcome center and read. Learn to post roll and do it every day. That is our promise not to use nic for the day. That's all you need to worry about is the day. Or, even the moment. You can do anything for a few minutes right? Well, the cravings will pass in a few minutes so grit your teeth and bear down. Breath deep, drink water, stay busy.
Remember that the craves will pass whether you use nicotine or not. But if you use, they will never get better.
A point of order, did you throw your chew away where you cannot retrieve it? The toilet is the best place. Our addicted minds will dig that shit out of the trash if were not careful.
Read all you can on this site because knowledge and hatred of the nic whore is what will fuel your quit in the short term.
Welcome to the good life. Unfortunately, it will suck for a while, but anything worth having requires some sacrifice. Being quit is definitely worth having.
PM me if you need help.