You've got a lot to learn. This site isn't for people who "will" quit. And it isn't for people who choose gum over tobacco. It is for people who QUIT. That means no nicotine right the fuck now!!!
I wish I were welcoming you because I know (we all know) what you're battling. But until your ready to go cold turkey, we can't help you. You'll just have to sit on the sideline and watch the badasses show you how it's done.