210
Ok, so it's been a while since I posted anything here. 200 days came and went without much noise or fanfare...in fact, I had to tell my wife that we were going out to dinner to celebrate 200 days.
I think I've entered the complacency zone...that is, I've grown very comfortable with my quit. That bothers me a bit. I keep reading about guys who have been quit for years showing back up all of a sudden, all because they got comfortable and being quit wasn't in the front of their brains. Over the past couple weeks I've had a time or two that I didn't follow my own advice..."Wake up, pee, post roll, then coffee". I'd sit down, read a bit of the paper, get some breakfast, check Facebook, and then realize that I hadn't posted roll yet. The scary part is that not posting right off didn't really bother me. I was even posting support for someone who fell off and disappeared. Still don't know what happened to him... 'bang head'
I've had a few days when I thought that I'd really like to have a dip, but I tell myself that I don't do that shit anymore. My quit is still solid, but it's not in the front of my brain. One of the things I do at work is run the safety committee and I've been preaching a message to our committee members for the past couple months. "Safety cannot be one of our priorities, it MUST be our core value." Maybe the same should apply to my quit. Being quit is not my priority, quit is who I am...I AM QUIT!
'archer'