It's been awhile since I've graced this forum. Seems the beast grabbed a hold of my life again and pulled me away from here. I don't even recall when I gave in to it again, but decided to come back. I'm quit 4 days now - had my last dip Saturday night and figured I'd give this site a shot once again to hopefully aid in my journey. I'm not even sure what group to post to?
Alright, buddy, I'm gator--I'm your tourguide for November. You've been here before, you know how this goes--
First, we do not use the words 'graced', 'shot' or 'hopefully' in the contexts in which you did. Remove those words or you will be lucky enough to 'grace' another group with another day one in about another two-three months, maybe sooner.
Second, you need to find your former group--the one upon which you crapped--and let them know where you went and why.
Third, you need to come to your new group, Nov. 2010, and tell everyone why you failed yourself however long ago. This is so these new quitters can learn not to make the same douchenozzle mistakes you have. You also need to give us your plan so we can even begin thinking we can trust you once again.
Neither you nor anyone else gets to backdoor the Nov. group by just reposting a new day one. See you soon.
Love
Gator
Gator hit the nail right on the head. Gator is uglier than snot in real life (yep, saw the picture) lol j/k but knows what he is talking about.
Your quit will be taken to a much higher level ONLY IF you allow it to be. DO NOT and I phucking repeat DO NOT romanticize this crap. It's all it is: crap. Look at what's in it: battery acid, arsenic (poison), etc. etc. Look it up, it's all on this website. If you allow your quit to be taken to a much higher level (usually in the 50+ day range-for some longer), the stuff will repulse you. Here is what happened to me w/in my first 50 days quit:
1. White patches went bye bye
2. So did my blood pressure pills
3. So did my heavy pulse in my ear
4. So did my heavy heart pounding...
I feel like a new person. Yeah, I get the "one more chew" cravings. They have all but gone away, but today I had another "phuck, I wish I could have just ONE more chew." The though leaves my mind after a few minutes. You have to understand each and every one of us has been poisoning our bodies for XX years so, this will not be easy. There are times when life gets stressful and I think to myself, "phuck it, i'm going to pick up a can and be done with it." Then this thought comes into my mind, "Sh!t, if I do that, I'm back on the blood pressure pills and my health goes to crap...not to mention Obummer the Blah Blah socialized our health care, so I'm signing my own death warrant." I get through it just fine...if WE can do it, so can YOU.
None of us here want to hear "try" "hope" "wish" "dream" NOPE...not here my man. Just do it!
